Monday, October 5, 2015

The nightmare level dream

Some kind of strip club I had lost some thc oil. At the end the stripper who had it had just finished doing a job and had a bloody vagina. She said to her friend as the security guard and I tried to ask for the oil, something like "no naynay gi I Joe oil." Nanay (a similar looking stripper) didn't hear and kept moving in with cleaning her up until the stripper had to scream ""NAYNAY NOO! GI JOE OIL!"" It was deeply disturbing and I woke up.

There was something else about a car that had been sold to get there or something. Car gone, stripper and thc oil there...

Today I'm trying to find a deeper way to reduce my outward competitiveness and aggression. Be a cooler kinder guy. Down to earth. Things like that. Just less confrontational. No more intense "up in people's faces" attitude. Someone who attracts people and inspires people (to do things for me). I like friends, romantic lovers, and professional networking people. I need better social skills. Compassion? Easygoing? Listening? Conscientious? Patience? Temper? Lol. Time to change myself to see how to grow those. What is holding those back?

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