The California iceicle
Monday, August 31, 2015
8/31 Dream, Self understanding, Buying thing funniness
Working in a tech-non profit thing w/ tamoya Thompson I saw how she wanted to help while I was hesitant to help. Weird product icons on screen echoed my first job.
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It's really hard to do anything when I'm not connected to a group. Public Outreach, NA/AA, (Ken and weed), etc. I need people or I flounder.
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A group of workers, if you could buy anything what would you buy? "A time machine so I could go back and take back all the mistakes I've ever made." Totally souring a pleasant mood. Just like when I was at TMHA gg farm.
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It's really hard to do anything when I'm not connected to a group. Public Outreach, NA/AA, (Ken and weed), etc. I need people or I flounder.
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A group of workers, if you could buy anything what would you buy? "A time machine so I could go back and take back all the mistakes I've ever made." Totally souring a pleasant mood. Just like when I was at TMHA gg farm.
8/30 Dream
Was getting PT from niel burrow. Some stuff about Seattle and where I was living. Had song stuck in my head. Thought about doing task rabbit until I got enough $ for music set up. Had a great song in my head. An edm song that ommittes parts of the melody yo make it even more head banging. A unique girl encouraged me to get data on my cell phone. I was about to before I some up. Was very happy about it. Kind of rainy that day.
8/29 Dream
Dream sottig next to Luis from rec and park dept, he was getting weeds or something from a place. My mom took some girl out to eat in a part of nm I remember only from another dream. There was a mall we accidentally drove through, it was nice and clean, but the lower area had too many mentally ill. B4 I woke up, we were supposed to make out w another girl in the class that looked like the dig IMG lab. It was supposedly an acting class.Roxane was going to give me some money for meth. Luis was trying to get me weed from a club, even though I had already been there and decided not to get any. That I didn't want any.
8/27 Dream
Some really rich persons house with lots of people, but a medieval tinge and toward the end of the dream a closed door where my favorite girl I'd met had a wishing sound (billy licking?) someone said was another girl trying to cut her head off. I faced the darkness asking then why they wanted to do that.
8/26 Dream, RR lobster, Elissa Econ, and Italian Lawyer
Had a dream where me Austin and someone else were running a watermelon juice factory and had to use weird intimidation examples to maintain control
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Quiet night trying to fall asleep a beep like a car backing up, getting closer, very eerie
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Elissa Roy help getting friend to London school of econ
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At red lobster w r before getting the water, I saw an extremely obese Italian man with an oxygen supply attached to his nose talking w other lawyer looking people, big binders everywhere and he said, "they got a warrant for my client," in an amused tone.
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Quiet night trying to fall asleep a beep like a car backing up, getting closer, very eerie
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Elissa Roy help getting friend to London school of econ
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At red lobster w r before getting the water, I saw an extremely obese Italian man with an oxygen supply attached to his nose talking w other lawyer looking people, big binders everywhere and he said, "they got a warrant for my client," in an amused tone.
Dream 8/25 and OKC ChicForChrist
Had a weird dream. Partially influenced by the shit talking I sent to Neil over linked in. I think I was kicking his ass or something. There were also some people I was working with on something. I'm kinda disturbed for sending him the nasty message, but a part of me feels food doing it
ChicforChrist OKC profile "Hi! My name is Irene Gilardone. I am 20 years old and I was in 4-H. My favorite artist is Adam Young, creator of Owl City. Not a lot of you know about him, but that's ok! I love reading, writing, and singing. I will be working at Walmart soon, so I'm pretty excited! I am looking for a long term relationship. The man who wants me, is going to have to work hard to get me, and he's also going to have to pass the inspection of my parents. So if you're one of those guys who just wants to use me, word of advise: don't even bother talking to me. You shouldn't take advantage of girls just for your own pleasure, you should want a girl, because you're planning to marry her for the long run. Now that that's been covered, another thing I will cover is that I am a Chrisitian, and I will NOT tolerate a lot of cussing. And I will also not tolerate you putting my religion down. I will stand up for my beliefs and if you don't like it, then do yourself a favor and don't bother talking to me. Now that you know some info about me, feel free to contact me! :) {takes 1 to know one} quote from the movie: Fireproof What I’m doing with my life •working •writing stories •sing for the fun of it I’m really good at I'm really good at singing Writing stories Making it co-workers laugh The six things I could never do without •my phone •singing •reading •writing •laughing •working I spend a lot of time thinking about •what my favorite actors are doing •why my brother hates me so much •will I ever get married On a typical Friday night I am •singing •writing You should message me if If you wanna hang out Love a good one on one conversation Love someone cray cray and random"
ChicforChrist OKC profile "Hi! My name is Irene Gilardone. I am 20 years old and I was in 4-H. My favorite artist is Adam Young, creator of Owl City. Not a lot of you know about him, but that's ok! I love reading, writing, and singing. I will be working at Walmart soon, so I'm pretty excited! I am looking for a long term relationship. The man who wants me, is going to have to work hard to get me, and he's also going to have to pass the inspection of my parents. So if you're one of those guys who just wants to use me, word of advise: don't even bother talking to me. You shouldn't take advantage of girls just for your own pleasure, you should want a girl, because you're planning to marry her for the long run. Now that that's been covered, another thing I will cover is that I am a Chrisitian, and I will NOT tolerate a lot of cussing. And I will also not tolerate you putting my religion down. I will stand up for my beliefs and if you don't like it, then do yourself a favor and don't bother talking to me. Now that you know some info about me, feel free to contact me! :) {takes 1 to know one} quote from the movie: Fireproof What I’m doing with my life •working •writing stories •sing for the fun of it I’m really good at I'm really good at singing Writing stories Making it co-workers laugh The six things I could never do without •my phone •singing •reading •writing •laughing •working I spend a lot of time thinking about •what my favorite actors are doing •why my brother hates me so much •will I ever get married On a typical Friday night I am •singing •writing You should message me if If you wanna hang out Love a good one on one conversation Love someone cray cray and random"
Dream 8/24
Another crazy dream, this time at a party with kids younger than me. All very young. Felt almost like a coop. Everyone was very mean and self centered. Police had to be called. St first it was fun. Smoked with david wild and another guy whose back pack told us it was a a hsze with no cbds. Then to the other party. Treated like shit. Traumatized. Police didn't respond. Lawyer sent. People arrested. The meanest girl not arrested. Walked home in the morning right past the house with stairs at the bottom of the hill on Millstone.
Dream 8/23
Had a very weird dream last night. I was given a prize or something that looked like the needle size of thumbtack while I was standing of over some kind of sea world pool and when I blue it the orca sized Grey dolphin would come up and smile and play. Then I was around an indoor pool making joke after joke, amongst a crowd standing around the pool. There were some people there and I kept making jokes. One that I can remember was said to Ashley Newman and Alyssa - why doesn't ice cube go into the pool- because he'll melt. I was told that without charisma I wouldn't get very far and they left. I proceeded to mock charisma by looking at the girl next to me and pretending to be charismatic.
Dream 8/22
Had a wild dream about living in an LA sober living w my own room, it cost $855.91 or something and had a $50 research fee. The manager was exactly like a previous manager from the east Oakland sober living. I kept saying funny things like "I'm paying out the ass to live here"
Huge lines of cars, mark wahlberg with a nice car parked in the doorway of the house, waiting to get in, with hott sorority types running around. Somehow I was paired w an easy to crush on girl who lived on the ground floor, tho she was not into me and didn't realize me yet
How to get rich by living in China! Top 5 reasons!
I'd like to help you in gaining wealth by living in China.
The idea is that China is a capitalistic country with communistic sentiments. America is a capitalistic country with individualistic sentiments.
Here is how I know you will get rich if you decided to transfer your life over to the The Middle Kingdom. Nick's Top 3, so to speak:
1) Country
The people in China believe in their country. After the media titulates everything that happens in American politics, no one is left with a positive taste in their mouths. Remember JFK saying, "Ask not what your country can do for you; ask what you can do for your country!" In my opinion, most citizens of China are greatly and relentlessly pursuing this question. This takes the focus off how bad everything is they have to do, and makes it a privilidge they can be contributing to the greater good. An honor, so to speak.
If we can start looking at work as a form of honor, any work, then we will have made a great stride in catching up to China.
2) Mindfulness
There is a rare peace that will come over you when you start working in a factory. In China, this has helped a significant portion achieve some enlightenment.
You can start practicing this now. When you feel that voice in your head say it's time to do something else, just listen to it. Acknowledge it. Feel the awareness around and all that is.
State of being and presence, the ultimate gift of living in the now, can be found in doing these mindful exercises where one is forced to overcome "boredom." Think about how much more peaceful TV would be if it did not have to "kill" boredom.
3) Respect
Standards for excellence are beyond what you can even dream about. Instead of hearing how your coworker filled his bong with pot and good ganja the night before, or how someone was too drunk and had to call in...
In China, you will line up military style if there is to be a meeting. Order and hierarchy is essential and respect will be your principle.
4) Beyond Capitalism
Once you start realizing the potential, you can start moving up. Every major country around the world ships its resources to China. After that, every country buys its own resources back at a huge premium from China's factories.
Once you see that the exploitation of Earth's resources is as easy as getting them all to one part of the world, changing them, and bringing them back to the rest of the world...you're going to realize that it's just a cycle. Get ready for Macao!
5) Harmonious Society
China has much bigger fish to fry that the Jesus fish. Crime, divorce, tensions between forsaken farmers and land developers. China has freedom of religion now and many other things. That's right, fights over gay marriage probably aren't welcome when there are 700,000,000 displaced farmers wondering where their lands went. Over 60% of China's population will have to transition from agriculture to urban life during this generation. It is if the United States had to transition everyone's lifestyle, more than twice.
The idea is that China is a capitalistic country with communistic sentiments. America is a capitalistic country with individualistic sentiments.
Here is how I know you will get rich if you decided to transfer your life over to the The Middle Kingdom. Nick's Top 3, so to speak:
1) Country
The people in China believe in their country. After the media titulates everything that happens in American politics, no one is left with a positive taste in their mouths. Remember JFK saying, "Ask not what your country can do for you; ask what you can do for your country!" In my opinion, most citizens of China are greatly and relentlessly pursuing this question. This takes the focus off how bad everything is they have to do, and makes it a privilidge they can be contributing to the greater good. An honor, so to speak.
If we can start looking at work as a form of honor, any work, then we will have made a great stride in catching up to China.
2) Mindfulness
There is a rare peace that will come over you when you start working in a factory. In China, this has helped a significant portion achieve some enlightenment.
You can start practicing this now. When you feel that voice in your head say it's time to do something else, just listen to it. Acknowledge it. Feel the awareness around and all that is.
State of being and presence, the ultimate gift of living in the now, can be found in doing these mindful exercises where one is forced to overcome "boredom." Think about how much more peaceful TV would be if it did not have to "kill" boredom.
3) Respect
In China, you will line up military style if there is to be a meeting. Order and hierarchy is essential and respect will be your principle.
4) Beyond Capitalism
Once you start realizing the potential, you can start moving up. Every major country around the world ships its resources to China. After that, every country buys its own resources back at a huge premium from China's factories.
Once you see that the exploitation of Earth's resources is as easy as getting them all to one part of the world, changing them, and bringing them back to the rest of the world...you're going to realize that it's just a cycle. Get ready for Macao!
5) Harmonious Society
China has much bigger fish to fry that the Jesus fish. Crime, divorce, tensions between forsaken farmers and land developers. China has freedom of religion now and many other things. That's right, fights over gay marriage probably aren't welcome when there are 700,000,000 displaced farmers wondering where their lands went. Over 60% of China's population will have to transition from agriculture to urban life during this generation. It is if the United States had to transition everyone's lifestyle, more than twice.
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